Numb

What you do...when everything you thought you knew & felt was a lie?
When your so fed up with people and their malicious intent? their disregard for human emotion?
Honestly I am, and I feel myself goin Numb
No, Ive never been a good person but for the past 2 years Ive tried to be

I care for people way more than I should & I see to it that other people are happy before I see to it that IM happy

Ive tried to be a selfless person because honestly I feel thats what the world needs...but why give my all?

I gave my heart away to a guy back in 07 and it was the first time in my life that I had ever done that.
I was in so deep as far as feelings go that I held him to the highest standard as far as dudes go
No dude was ever good enough for me after him because I felt he was the on I was truely supposed to be with...But what do you do when all you felt was a lie?

I dont know if Im making any sense but, Lord knows Im trying so bare with me...I just feel numb & alone Ive been deceived by not 1 but 3 people in the last 12 hours
Crazy shit right? And the fact that I fu*k with very little people is all the more reason why its worse
Little by little the world is becoming a cold place.

People care less and less about the next person, believe me Ive been there before...I feel like Im there now

But who cares right?