Midnight Postman

This is a letter that will never be delivered
It may reach its recipient, but only via some 3rd party
Forwarded...or CC'd, or something like that
Ive been the emotional rock of Gibraltar
Giving strength & stability to someone who couldn't stand on their own
Such a caring woman I am
Ive been the unknowing rebound
Giving love & attention to a man incapable of returning it
Clung so tight to a lost child & lost lover
Such a naive woman I am
All the water & cranberry juice in the world couldn't cleanse my body & soul of all the hurt
The girl who is such a horrible liar seems to lie to herself quite well
Toni Braxton urges me to just let go & let it flow
Seems easy enough & easier to sing...sounds good too
Damn if it ain't hard tho
I rediscovered a lost defense mechanism
One that Ive used in my younger days
Accepting the affection & attention of other men
Except now its like drinking a tall glass of tap water
Filling yet Unfufilling, Get it?
"Every man is different but the game wont change"
Well I'm tired of flipping these channels
When will I find something worth staying on?
...Until that day I keep my North Face on to protect me
Waiting for that dude to walk up & unzip & peel my exterior away
Yeah this letter may sound weird & jump but it's done
Fuck a format...Ready for change